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Early postage because tomorrow's going to be a bit busy and I'm afraid I'll be too tired by nighttime. I'm just going to start at the top...can I collaborate with someone on a list, so I can keep everything straight? I'd appreciate it.
As I've probably said before, I enjoyed the ship, and was kind of sad when it didn't end happily. Was that another of KAA's 'war is hell' parts? Of course, we all know the technical reason was Jake's emptying of the pool on the ship. Anyway, it was cool through most of the series, at least if you're okay with Cassie. For me she isn't a favorite, but I don't hate her either. And of course there has to be a mention of the kiss in The Attack...that was a nice scene.
As I've probably said before, I enjoyed the ship, and was kind of sad when it didn't end happily. Was that another of KAA's 'war is hell' parts? Of course, we all know the technical reason was Jake's emptying of the pool on the ship. Anyway, it was cool through most of the series, at least if you're okay with Cassie. For me she isn't a favorite, but I don't hate her either. And of course there has to be a mention of the kiss in The Attack...that was a nice scene.
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Date: 2011-04-24 03:55 am (UTC)As for their relationship during the way, I always find it interesting to compare their relationship to Rachel and Tobias's. Rachel and Tobias were always very demonstrative in their feelings - they never really spoke of them much, but their actions telegraphed how they felt. Jake and Cassie, however, were always much more hesitant. They tended to talk more to other people about how they felt about each other, and generally avoid actually doing anything with their relationship. Which kinda leads into how they ended, actually. Since it died when neither of them choose to actually do anything about it.
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Date: 2011-04-24 07:07 am (UTC)Or maybe I'm just projecting. =/
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Date: 2011-04-24 12:52 pm (UTC)Jake might have decided to forgive Cassie for the blue box thing...but hell, there's no way something like that wouldn't put a strain on a relationship. And I always read Jake's proposal as more of an attempt to grab at some kind of normalcy in the midst of all that chaos. Things just weren't all peachy keen even before the events of the last book - they both made choices that hurt each other. Might that have stayed together without Jake's PTSD? Sure, it's possible. But they'd still have had those issues that they needed to get through to make it work.
Now, if you were talking about Jake and Cassie before the final arc of the series, that's a different story. If the war had somehow magically ended then, I could definitely have seen them keeping the relationship afterwards without any trouble.
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Date: 2011-04-24 03:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-24 09:29 pm (UTC)Whether the box was an influencing factor or not, my main point was that Jake killing the Yeerks wasn't the one and only reason - there were multiple reasons, from Jake's depression to Cassie's decision to not go after him herself to a bunch of other little things.
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Date: 2011-04-24 06:14 am (UTC)It certainly wasn't the giant mess of drama that would have been inevitable with say, Marco and Rachel.
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Date: 2011-04-24 06:19 am (UTC)idk, I get what you're saying, but then again, I don't think their hawk/human conflict would have had the same flavor if they hadn't been in a relationship. I mean, would it really have happened if they weren't? It would have probably been more a Cassie/Tobias thing then, because Rachel really only seemed to let herself be vulnerable/nurturing in that context. I mean, they could have been like kindred spirits or something, but what is that like half an inch from dating?
I don't really know what I'm arguing right now. I guess that Rachel and Tobias were really just a couple so they could angst about shit.
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Date: 2011-04-24 07:18 am (UTC)Oh yeah, the romance did definitely add something to that arc. Obviously Grapplegate didn't want NO ROMANCE EVAR, or...there'd have been no romance ever. Mostly I just think that they didn't want what romance they did have to be a major focus. So it's there, but it's not like we have any books where half of the story is spent going on about someone's relationship issues.
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Date: 2011-04-24 06:04 am (UTC)i felt like at the beginning of the series, they were the two most normal characters. nothing terribly bad had ever happened and they were young and had crushes on each other and didn't know what to do about it. and then they spent so much time together and had so much to worry about that they couldn't just sit down and figure out their feelings, they couldn't date or anything, because of what was going on. and then they just grew apart, grew in separate directions. they never even got the chance to be in love and be normal and i just feel so bad for them and i love them.
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Date: 2011-04-24 12:50 pm (UTC)As others have said, I don't think the Yeerk flushing was the reason, so much as just Jake's general PTSD/trauma and guilt in the aftermath that made him unable to pursue any relationships, let alone a romantic one with Cassie. Cassie could already sense it, I think, with her wisdom and ability to see things clearly, which is why she gave him the year requirement--and she was right about what would happen, though it's clear that she is sad to see it come to pass. I don't think it was really either of their faults, more just tragic outside circumstances/war coming between them.
But yeah, I love their shy relationship, how after the beginning (when I think their relationship is more overstated and obvious actually) their love is more understated and quiet, just like the two of them are...I love how they understand one another like nobody else does, how deeply they care for one another.
TBH, until getting into fandom and rereading again, I didn't even remember they had kissed...it was the other moments that stuck with me, with my favorite being Jake choosing to save Cassie over the world in "The Famiiar" AU-verse--HE CHOSE HER OVER THE WORLD--to me that tops as far as romantic moments! ;). (And yes, while they don't directly state that this was the decision, it's so heavily implied they might as well have done so, it's hardly ambiguous).
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Date: 2011-04-24 05:01 pm (UTC)Okay, and there's another thing: Jake isn't nearly as pragmatic and ruthless as Marco, but compared to Cassie? And Cassie has a lot of trouble with that - off the top of my head there are at least two instances of her basically telling him stop talking, she doesn't want to know: in 16, in the confrontation with Fenestre, Jake is about to pretty much say "He's killing humans, yeah, but he's killing Yeerks, too, so maybe it's good; maybe it's not worth it to kill him." and Cassie cuts him off with "No! Don't say it, Jake. If you say that I won't be able to deal with you anymore. So don't say it." and again in 54, after they kidnap Jake and throw him in the ocean, they talk about the flushing of the Yeerks, and when Jake is about to say "I wasn't thinking I was justified because we're the victims; I was thinking die, filthy Yeerks," Cassie pulls away from him and basically can't even look at him. It's almost like she's got these two, separate, compartmentalised versions of Jake: the Jake she loves, the Jake who is good and honourable and all that, and the Jake who is the leader of the resistance, the Jake who does what has to be done. And if he explicitly makes those two versions of himself overlap in her head, if he destroys the illusion, she can't deal with him anymore.
I feel like one thing sort of gets overshadowed by the (glorious) R/T angst at the end: Jake sent Cassie's best friend to her death. How do you come back from that? That alone would be... difficult, to say the least. But there's the whole war, all the trauma and hard decisions and disagreements and it all just piles up into this amorphous, ravenous blob of awfulness and I have a really hard time seeing how they could move past all that. It's clear to me that they still care about each other. But just caring isn't enough. They've done and experienced too much to be able to come back from it, you know? They could have been great. They were great. But it isn't enough.
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Date: 2011-04-25 12:26 am (UTC)Jake is way too much of a badass for Cassie. There. I said it.
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